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Frustrated & Lucky

I am so frustrated.

I am getting dang well sick of this paperwork nonsense. Somebody tell me where the dang paperwork is!? Come on, it’s either in our state or the kids state, someone has GOT to know. But guess what? No one knows!! WHY?!?! Why does no one know where our paperwork is? Why does no one know the process? Where does it go next, why does it go there, no one knows the answers to any of these questions.

I am so lucky.

I have the best husband for me. He is patient. He is kind. He is understanding. He lets me vent about the same things over and over and over again. He is the only thing keeping me sane through all of this. I am so blessed to have him and if this process has only taught me that, well, it’s taught me that A LOT.

I think it’s also trying to teach me patience but I’ve been a bit stubborn about learning patience. I am sick of waiting. And maybe that’s why this is taking forever! Maybe if I could just learn my lesson this would all be over.

So patience. I’m still (and probably will be forever) working on it.

But I’m forever lucky that my husband found me and wanted to marry me. I’m forever lucky that he has stuck by my side. I’m blessed that he hasn’t given up on me and I’m thankful for all the hard times that we have (and will have) had.

xoxo

nikki

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Just a wife, foster/adoptive mama, fur mama and small business owner sharing her life!

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