Do you ever have one of those days where you just feel like you need God? You need a sign? You need something to tell you that you are going in the right direction?
Everything feels like it’s crashing down on me today. And all I can do is try to stop crying and keep telling myself that God will provide. He will. He will. He will. I just can’t see it right now.
Life is so hard sometimes. It’s wonderful but hard. I think sometimes that my depression makes it even harder. When “bad” times happen, in my mind they’re “awful” and I just can’t get past them. I tend to hold onto things even though my hubs keeps trying to get me to just “let things roll off my back”. I’m just not that kind of person. I hold onto things. I let them bug me. I let them get under my skin. I don’t want to but I also don’t know how to not let them.
I need God today, how about you?